I JUST WANT IT TO END

If I could wash away these sins from my hands
Maybe I could heal the pieces of me
Tattoo the memories blank from my mind
Replace images with comfortably numb

I just want it to end
Leave the darkness and the darkness begin
I just want it to end
The scars healed and to mend

But I still see you
I still feel you
I still hear you
I still smell you
You still pollute me
You still tear me
I still bleed
I still taste you
I still breathe you
I’m still smothered
I’m still betrayed
You still linger on me
You still tear me
I still bleed

Voices at the walls that I lock myself in
Tearing at the fabric my sanity is sown in
Broken in body torn up inside
Now triggers in my mind I’ve no place to hide

I just want it to end
Leave the darkness and the darkness begin
I just want it to end
The scars healed and to mend

But I still see you
I still feel you
I still hear you
I still smell you
You still pollute me
You still tear me
I still bleed
I still taste you
I still breathe you
I’m still smothered
I’m still betrayed
You still linger on me
You still tear me
I still bleed

I just want it to end
Leave the darkness and the darkness begin
I just want it to end
The scars healed and to mend
I just want it to end
I just want it to end
I just want it to end
I just want it to end